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1.
just ignore our splitting bed i’ll come and find you turning into my dream again when the galaxy is in pain it’s me, picking up the glass and i put my hand back in your hand pick it up, pick it up we’re not natural i’m heading into your wave i’m the hero in your heart and when you take my name i eat your name and the sun i told myself we should kiss unbuttoned in the shower, volcanic, or we’re just having fun when the lava cracks, it’s me picking up, picking up the glass and i put my hand back in your hand kiss again, kiss again i’m seasick i’m heading into your wave i’m the hero in your heart and when you take her name i eat your name and the sun
2.
Go online 03:09
you know i tried to hide the password in my mouth spilling out the sides under spilling sun but no one’s picking up “are you running from are you running from yourself?” i thought i was being nice seashell in a wave a star with no mother in sight — im her daughter and i left her there i left myself there it’s funny that you say im pretty when i cry i feel ready, go online kill every everything naked every time “are you running from are you running from yourself?” the grapevine grows to hell the memory unwinds then i was a balanced knife you were buried with me and i left you there i left myself there my paper cut tragedy still bleeding down my leg that’s not what i wanted im so sick of wanting that’s not what i was saying i’m so sick of talking
3.
you didn’t know you dragged it out you changed your mind giving back what you’ve won getting caught again on the ice i like it more in between your teeth and the bottom lip you stick out at me you slept through death you’re out of it giving back what you’ve won anticipating tears in your tights i like it more when you’re so sweet raspberry in between my knees mirror image of a bumble bee mumble something true to me
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Rose cage 03:20
it's not mine it slipped under the door and found a new home inside i held it close without gloves on how breath breaks the glass to save me from hating you i didn’t want to go out like this sleeping through movies on a saturday so i could dream where girls cant die they just hurt it’s getting up and it’s itching my eyes i’ve learned to love my fragile beast, its pride i spit on my hands i put all of myself into the rose cage i didn’t want to go out like this sleeping through movies on a saturday so i could dream where girls cant die they just hurt i cant remember any of your reasons then before the earth was rotten and torched, overgrown i let go of my watering can and you reached in to pull out your prize
5.
i’m waiting all alone for the train that doesn’t come— it gets too shy heaven light binds you to my bad thoughts when i see you swimming out, i fall into a star, and hide this miracle i might glow your way, but i’m lost behind you raining down from a cloud at home, you drink boiling black tea around me with your faith relaxed, i snap the curtains closed this is what you chose to be, stuck inside my jeans heaven light binds you to my bad thoughts heaven light binds you to the earthworm when i see you swimming out, i fall into a star, and hide this miracle i might glow your way, but i’m lost behind you raining down from a cloud

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released January 15, 2024

vocals, lyrics, album art by ashley bardhan
production, mix, master by ben schmitz
additional production, mix by daniel fine

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